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November 24 マクロス最高 看完破的时候的感觉是,中国动画要追上日本得100年。 看完虚空歌姬,感觉100年不够了,得200年吧。 明明看过TV版的,明明那张「娘たま」都放到随身听里听了快一年了,为啥还是这么泪流满面呢。 November 20 1112November 09 君、死にたもうことなかれ 上周把樱战2通了。本来早就应该玩过的游戏,在家里的那个老电脑上安过,结果战斗卡的不行,弄不好还会死机。等到了新电
脑,都已经是高考之后了,直接把这个忘到了脑后。现在用PSP可以每天玩一话,打了一周多终于过去了。至此樱大战的1234总算是全部玩过了。说是通关感
受,基本也就不介绍剧情了,只写一点自己对于游戏和系列的想法。对于没玩过这个系列的人,只能说如果喜欢玩TVGAME的话樱大战是不应该错过的一个系
列。 “夢のつづき”真是很好的曲子。这首曲子从始至终贯穿整个游戏,每次存档的时候都能听到BGM版。而后面有一个公演的主题也是这个, 这才是在游戏里第一次听到了带词的版本。其实歌本身初中时就听过了,只是那时候只玩过1而已。如果说1代是梦的开始的话,2代就真的确确实实用夢のつづき 来形容是再恰当不过的了。去海军经受了一年锻炼的大神回到帝剧,见到了久违的大家,还有挂念了一年的她。马上,花组里又迎来了新的成员,来自意大利的織姫 和德国的レ二,带着各自的故事。每个人都有自己的过去,都有自己执着的理由,作为队长的大神总要去慢慢的了解自己的队员,在这之上才能建立起信任,才能走 向战场,伸张正义,维护和平。而大神他们在战场上拼杀的对手,鬼王周围的几个BOSS,他们不相信花组队员之间的爱,不相信他们之间的羁绊,认为力量就是 正义,不惜牺牲和平来追求强大的力量,最后只能被打败。而在2代里,さくら在知道鬼王是父亲之后依然做出要打倒父亲,为帝都换回和平的决定,这个所谓“大 义灭亲”的决定就把游戏宣扬的和平的主题提升了一个层次,不仅是父女之爱叫做爱,而把维护帝都的每一个人生命的使命当作了一种更加广义的爱,而这种爱也显 然更伟大。这看上去是再老套不过的手法了,但是在樱战里却总不感觉厌倦。因为这些都是每个人在人生里需要面对的主题。在战场上杀敌是游戏里的人物才会经历 的事情,但是与身边的人互相了解信任,互相帮助爱护,以及寻找自己的真爱,对人生终极意义的探索和追求,这是屏幕外的每个人都无法回避的,也都渴望得到 的。也正因为这样,樱战才能吸引那么多的人。 大神这个主角本身可以说看起来很假,但是确实我最喜欢的游戏主人公之一。有那么点好色,却在 关键时刻一直都鼓励着别人,从来不逃避自己的责任,永远站在最前边。随着游戏的进行,一开始对大神冷淡又不信任的队员们,逐渐对大神敞开自己的内心,慢慢 建立起了坚不可摧的信任。玩家随着游戏的进行能深刻的感受到这一点,也就开始越来越喜欢大神了。其实作为游戏的制作者来说,这样似乎会降低玩家的代入感, 因为主人公和他们可能有很大的差距,但是就像战神,大家都觉得奎爷很帅,那是因为所有的人都已经站在第三者的角度了。玩家就好像花组里的一员,被大神所鼓 励,被队友所鼓励,要相信爱,为正义而战,团结一心。其实所谓正义,如果解释成一种信念的话或许更好。敌方角色也有自己的信念,尽管被花组打败,但是所有 的BOSS在死前都坚持着自己的信念,不管对错,这本身就比 “认罪伏法”要好的多得多。这也使敌方的角色尽管带着“大坏蛋”的帽子,却没有让人恨得咬牙切齿。因为樱大战这个游戏本身的出发点就不是让玩家体验仇恨的 感觉的。敌我双方都有自己坚持的立场,只不过花组相信的是爱,是和平;敌人相信的是恨,是力量;爱与和平生成正义,恨与力量化作邪恶,正义战胜邪恶,意味 着爱的力量要大于恨的力量。虽说这里面带着一点日本二战之后的“爱好和平”的世界观,但是凭心而论,游戏所赞颂的积极向上的感情会给玩家带来很正面的感受 与影响。在整个游戏界的发展倾向于靠各种复杂的概念和设定来给玩家造成一种似乎很深刻很内涵的错觉时,樱战这种站在舞台的聚光灯下,用歌,用舞来赞美爱的 形式,反而显得出奇的纯粹和高雅。不能不说是这10多年来日本游戏界最让人耳目一新的作品之一。 到了05年之后,虽然在PS2上SEGA又出了5代的EP0和5代,但是由于种种原因似乎并没有得到大多数人的认可,很多老玩家还是宁愿把4看作是系列的谢幕。其实4代当时作为系列“最终作”来收场,很多人也觉得剧情似乎有些缩水,不能不说是一点小小的遗憾。 开 往巴黎的船开了。我的思绪又回到了5年前用DC玩樱3的时候,回忆起了大神在巴黎经历的各种各样的事件,回忆起了大神离开时巴黎的大家追火车的那一幕,感 慨良多。从02年用电脑上的1代,到04年DC的3代,05年PS2的热血如潮,06年DC的4代,再到现在09年PSP的2代,顺序虽然有点乱七八糟, 但是樱战可以算是陪我度过了人生中最美好的中学的这些年。上次路过东京站的时候发现正在翻修,不知修好之后会变成什么样子呢,希望还能给我们留下一份大正 时代樱花色的浪漫吧。 ![]() October 17 キンモクセイ来日本一年了,记得刚到的那天,我进到城南寮的309,只看到室友的东西,没看到人,不知道他去哪溜达了。我打开电视,看到益川教授拿到诺贝尔物理学奖的新闻,闪光灯包围着他,他在记者们面前激动地留下了眼泪,摘下眼镜,掏出手绢。后来室友回来了。听说我还没吃晚饭,说帮我去买吉野家,那是我到日本之后吃的第一个东西,500日元。但是直到半年后离开京都,我也不知道他到底是不是跑了很远的路,到学校附近的那家吉野家去买的。
过了几天,学校来了个老师,说要领我们去学校,因为是第一次,而城南寮离学校又有点远,所以走了40分钟才走到。途中走的都是京都居民区的那种最典型的小路。窄,静。我闻到一种之前没闻到过的香味,不是很浓,但非常让人有深呼吸的冲动。我使劲喘气,把那种香味吸到肺里。过了一阵之后,就再也没闻到过那种香味。因为天气变冷,那种橘黄色的小花谢了。
但是就在前几天,开学之后的一周左右,我又闻到了那种熟悉的香味。10月7号,正好开学一周,正好是我来日本一年的日子。这时我才发现,我住的地方的楼下的门旁边,原来一直不知道是什么品种的树,正开着那种橘黄色的小花。一串一串的,形状有点像丁香。我发短信问同学,他给我回过来一张照片,说是キンモクセイ。
我对日本的气味有两种印象。一种是刚下飞机时,关西机场里的STARBUCKS;另外一种就是キンモクセイ。关于后者,其实上网查,キンモクセイ叫金桂,是桂花的一种,江户时代才从中国传到日本。但是东北是看不到桂花的,却让我想起了小时候普阳街家旁边的那个苗圃里一片片的丁香。关于前者,长春是没有STARBUCKS的。第一次去STARBUCKS应该是在北京,但是去的更多的是在大连。在辅导员规定本应拿着练习册去自习教室做题的下午,我背着ASUS的笔记本坐5路车穿过很远的大连郊外,去开发区的STARBUCKS里上网。无线网的速度可以达到30K/S,那是个在当时让我非常感动的速度,尽管在现在看来,那个速度几乎等同于掉线。
人们都说第一印象最深刻。离开家乡之后,关于气味的记忆实在不能说是很多,但这两个气味我却怎么都不能忘记。
感谢高木同学
October 04 国庆1号国庆,也是开学的日子。早上就跑去上课,回来困得不行,就一直没看,刚才正好看到国庆典礼的下载,就下了一个。
长3个小时,大部分都是没什么意思。这东西和家人一起看是一回事,自己看就往往看得是另外一些东西。
整个过程中只觉得这一个画面有价值,注意从左边和右边的人,以及从中间到两边的顺序
这种场面全世界的人都在看,站错地方可不得了
另外附上一个视频(用的是7D和无敌兔wwww),编辑者是中国人,但是拍摄者不知道是哪国的。
给人的感觉相当震撼,更可以说意味深长,换一个角度,又可以看到央视版里完全看不到的某些东西。
这也让刚买单反的我又一次感到摄影的深奥。(看之前把SPACE的BGM关了吧) China's 60th Anniversary national day - timelapse and slow motion - 7D and 5DmkII from Dan Chung on Vimeo. 最后附一个连接,图太多了就不贴了OTL。。。某些照片照的不错,但是远没有上面视频里的慢镜有震撼力。 http://www.boston.com/bigpicture/2009/10/china_celebrates_60_years.html 就贴这一张吧。似乎外国记者报道的中国国庆里永远有这样的画面,中国报道神州X号发射的时候似乎也会有,但是今年的国庆很特殊,所以没有。 A migrant worker adjusts the antenna to get a better reception of the live television broadcast of the parade to mark China's 60th anniversary, at their dormitory in Hefei, Anhui province October 1, 2009. (REUTERS/Jianan Yu) October 03 中秋2期?SAKI完结了,最后两集更像是休闲片。片尾全国大会开始,还看到了不少第二期(虽然现在还没正式公布)的画面,巫女战队太赞了\囧/
上俩图看看
西东京的SAKI她姐所在的强校,叫啥忘了
那个金发大将第一次出来的时候太有气势了XD,给我一种关二爷的感觉
巫女学校和魔法少女战队囧,还有萝莉巫女
看来二期是一定的了,公布是早晚的事,可能明年4月档吧,然后再战半年
其实本来这片子一期就直接定到两季而不是一季就感觉不简单,毕竟STRIKE WICTHES都也只有一季而已(虽然要出二期了貌似,但估计也还是就一季),看到17话左右的时候看节奏已经不可能打到全国了(莫名的想起SLAM DUNK。。。),二期就有预感了
但是说实话如果早就预定了有二期的话SAKI和她姐的事情应该多铺垫一点,不然她姐到第二季冰层融化(一定的吧,这个)的时候说不定会显得很突兀 - -
嘛总之看就是了,我也不是那么喜欢打麻将所以没去找原作=v=
September 22 Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.This is the text of the Commencement address by Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, delivered on June 12, 2005. I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I've ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That's it. No big deal. Just three stories. The first story is about connecting the dots. I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out? It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: "We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?" They said: "Of course." My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college. And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents' savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn't see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn't interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting. It wasn't all romantic. I didn't have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends' rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example: Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn't have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can't capture, and I found it fascinating. None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, its likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later. Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life. My second story is about love and loss. I was lucky — I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation — the Macintosh — a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating. I really didn't know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down - that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me — I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over. I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life. During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I returned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple's current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together. I'm pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn't been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle. My third story is about death. When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something. Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart. About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn't even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor's code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you'd have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes. I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I'm fine now. This was the closest I've been to facing death, and I hope its the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept: No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true. Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary. When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960's, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions. Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: "Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish." It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. Thank you all very much.
September 18 最后一篇校内日志剩下的全删了,校内CLEAR
EVA剧场版 破 2009-06-28 17:33 (分类:默认分类)
看的太TNND的爽了
不过mari戏份也太少了,五号机3分钟不到就爆了,人也一共没几个台词 不过让人欣慰的是这次剧场版里上来一堆穿着NERV衣服说英语的人,英语说的起码还能忍受,不至于听成冰岛语
片子开演之前有MF剧场版的广告,11月下旬……等着吧 下次争取换另一个电影院去看,fushimi那个场有点小,也就万达的不到一半大,屏幕和音响只能说一般化…… 11月要是能用顶级的设备星间飞行就好了囧
片子里明日香坐3号机测试,结果暴走变使徒,被DAMMY初号机日了,驾驶舱被咬碎(横着咬的,不是竖着,谢谢合作) 结果预告片里带着个眼罩出来了OTL,还说下部里有6号机和8号机……
另外,这部里音乐音响很深,尤其是吃使徒那个地方BGM据说是个童谣……于是观众的眼睛和耳朵完美的扭曲了。新宿那边传说有女生嚎啕大哭囧rz 不过说起这个,总让我感觉和哲学课上田村老师讲的那个村上たかし的思想有点相当微妙的联系。TV版都是初一时候看的了。。早忘了当时这个镜头里BGM是啥,但是印象里不可能是这种童谣型音乐。就这种细节,或者也可以说不是细节上的变化让人感觉没白看 另一段里还连翼をください都出来了
结尾那个啥……REI竟然被第九使徒给吃了……= =|||吃完之后和零号机融合了。观众席上一群草泥马呼啸而过 然后SHINJI见到不但同居的只傲不娇酱挂了,连心灵之友也被吃了,于是暴走,日掉使徒,把REI拉了出来,但是是个巨型的白色形体,虽然没有TV版那个COSPLAY大但是也不小了- - 这时候初号机头上已经有光环了,和REI合体,人类将迎来第三次冲击
于是もう人間という存在を超え、神に近づいている
预告下部叫Q, 上映时间具体当然是未定。。 September 08 其实不想走已经深夜了,9月的长春已经冷到不能说是夏末,尽管东边的小岛上最高气温还是有30多度。12个小时之后我应该是坐在飞机上看着窗外,或许在玩初音也未可知。 离家快一年后回来,家里有了许许多多的改变。而下次回来,我却真的不知道是什么时候。和父母说了一下去交流的事情,他们马上就表示支持。他们可能已经习惯了这种支持,我倍感欣慰。CK某人今年刚裸奔去了umich,说生活费不是那么高,尤其吃上或许能比日本省不少,我又不用交学费,加上日本那边给的钱,应该能让一年的交流不成为什么负担,但是收获却肯定十足。因为不管uchicago,umich,还是UIUC,哪个能说不好呢。 在家呆的很舒服。和同学出去吃各种东西,却感觉价格便宜的接近不要钱,心里充满了幸福感。回家还有父母准备的饭菜,比我自己做的好吃50多倍。刚起初回来的些许不适应马上就消除了,毕竟这是生活过20年的城市。而以后一共还能在这片土地停留多长时间呢。总有一天我要回来,回到中国。我立志要去北京,要去上海,要去香港,要去深圳。但望着头顶的摩天大楼,脚下不知能感到几丝安心。到达了一个地方,下个目的地又是哪里呢。可能家乡才是唯一能够安心的地方吧,大约。 其实不想走。可既然我有一双健全的腿和一颗不安分的心,便只能前行。 August 19 new ps3 and some other words以前一直对SONY的工业设计很有信心,当初04年TGS上PS2-70000的惊艳还记忆犹新。那时候我还是个坐在教室最后一排在无聊的语文课上看游戏机实用技术的高中生。那年合刊的《东京攻略》是谁写得来着?多边形?沙迦?DS?……实在想不起来了。当时对东京无限神往,不知我哪年能去TGS看看,今年终于能去了。这不由得让我感觉有些恍惚。说起来,比NDS还薄的机身让我当时赞叹不已。70000是28MM,NDS好像是29.8MM吧。就这点让当时对NDS并不看好的我在和两个同学打完乒乓球后去亚细亚小吃城吃炒米线的时候,一手拿着筷子往嘴里划拉米线,一手拿着UCG在他们眼前晃来晃去道:“看见没有,这才叫SONY,一个掌机比家用机还厚,任天堂快自杀吧哈哈哈”。明明PS2和NDS那种“新游戏机”都和我无关,却依然可以侃的津津乐道,在今天的我来看有些傻的单纯,却又意想不到的快乐。今天的我有PS2,有NDSL,但是没有PS3,没有360,也没有WII,甚至在住的房子里没有一个电视,更大的变化是,我根本不再对自己不可能会买的主机抱有太大的热情(起码PS3还让我有买的冲动),就像我同样不会对新出的宝马Z4评头论足一样。但那时候和现在不一样。那时候我只有一个GBA SP和一个破烂DC,没有PS2,没有NDS,看着无数的百万大作也只能望着GAME HALO里的影像,一遍啧啧赞叹,一遍感叹自己没有出生在一个大款家里,活了10多年连个想玩的游戏都玩不到。当时这种质朴的想法每天都在我脑中徘徊,以至于变成了一种情调,更喜欢老一代的破游戏机。那个DC买的是二手的,如果不是因为GBA的屏幕实在太暗,可能都不会花更高的价钱买SP。那时候DC已经退出市场四五年了,正版的DC盘等同于废塑料,我还在红旗街地下买过一些,价格都是特别的便宜,15一张的SONIC ADVANCE2初回限定版,带金币那个。几乎是全新的,老板似乎也很高兴能把废塑料以15块钱的高价处理出去。或许他已经记不清了,但是我还是能想起几年前在他家那个电视前,盯着夏天人们身上的捍卫挤在人群中围观别人打太空频道5的画面。那些便宜到白送的DC正版经常让我回忆起自己的过去,回忆起那些游戏还个个身价数百元的时候,杂志后面的广告,正版游戏的广告,一排排3位数的定价,甚至还有樱大战BOX那种东西卖到4位数。我也很喜欢樱战,第一次玩是初一的五一长假,在家里的电脑上玩的4块钱一张的PC盗版。那年4月时候买过一本电软,封面是樱和艾丽卡,4代的图。01年3代刚出,人气不减当年,甚至接着4代让FANS们已经燃烧到了高潮。望着买不起而且就算有钱家长也不会让买的游戏机,我除了到欧亚去买一张1代的PC盗版还能做什么呢。好在是汉化的。
游戏机到了今天对我来说已经变成了另外一种东西,一种并不再高高在上的东西。想买就可以买,钱已经不是主要问题,倒是想要玩游戏那种急切的心情比小时候的零花钱还要难得。比如这次的新PS3出来之后,国内叫做薄板,我倒更感觉像个廉价版。外形难看的要死,更无法理解的是竟然从钢琴漆换回了磨砂面。这让曾经一度有冲动买个PS3+夏普32寸的我失望无比。我也不再吝惜对游戏机和厂商的批评,因为我自己也是一个实实在在的潜在消费者。但是却依然忘不了少年时代对游戏机的渴望,对新事物的渴望,仿佛手里握着手柄,我就可以通过电线离开那个贫穷东北平原上的二级城市,跑到一直在UCG封底登广告的宏龙GAME里去看看正版PS2游戏到底是什么样的……可能每个人都有那样的时代。我每次写到游戏相关的回忆,都试图把细节写到不能再详细,想让自己再一次沉浸在当时的气氛里,那种对外面世界,对新事物的渴望。那种心情总是让人心潮澎湃激动不已的。但,实际上到了一定的年龄,可能每个人都会顺理成章的去到外面的世界。可是怀着满心欢喜走出去的人们看到的是什么呢?早已飞上天的房价,相比能力和学历更看重户口本的招聘企业,渺茫的未来。连未来自己的一个家在哪都看不到,又怎么能想象出未来大厅地板上放着的那台PS4,PS5或者PS6?也就是从这时开始,焦虑代替了原本心中的遐想,现实压碎了游戏的心情。大概是这样吧,不再喜欢讨论游戏的细节了,因为打的游戏越来越少。很多人说长大后感觉游戏没有小时候有意思了,虽然悲伤,但却可能是无法避免的。即便一个人想玩,身边也不会再寻找到中小学时代那么多的玩伴了。所以像UCG编辑们那样在一个游戏的环境里生活,大概某种意义上比一般人要幸福吧。 昨天开始玩DQ9,主人公是个天使,为了收集人们的感激之情化作的灵气来让世界树结出果实,他在自己负责守护的村子里帮助别人,并且收集村民们的感谢之情。帮老奶奶找戒指,帮农夫收拾马粪,帮死去的人释放灵魂。我看到那简单无比的对白和小学一年级等级的助人为乐剧情,不由得说这也太弱智了点吧。但是转念一想,或许,游戏就应该是这样的。 August 18 BOLT, AGAINAugust 11 地震上次遇到的那个只是摇了一下,这回来大的了……
am5:07 躺下刚要睡觉,突然床开始摇……开始以为又是摇一下而已,然后开始接着摇……这么明显的地震还没遇到过,难道是传说中的东海地震?要是来大的就不好玩了,起身跑到桌子底下避难…
am5:09 然后麻痹的摇了一会就停了,起身开电脑,YAHOO JP主页上说静冈6强……
am5:10 东京的同学来电话,说被震醒了……听电话那边乱成一团,说是电视所有频道全在播地震情报…这时候才意识到这不是字幕等级的地震了- -|||
am5:13 开电视,发现连海啸都出来了orz
感叹一下这灾害情报系统真是牛逼,但想起去年512,唉……祈祷死的不明不白的同胞们在那边过好…… July 20 komica算是成島民了……流連忘返。。。匿名發帖是完全不同的事情,相比otaku大陸的人更應該叫做基民才對 還有兩周放假,要好好複習了。飛機票倒是找到了相當便宜的,但是要不要回國呢。31號的成田,要走的話就要趕快決定了。說實話不是那種想回去的受不了的感覺,國內不少學校搞什麽小學期,就是3學期制,不少同學都見不到,而且回去的時間里除了吃喝玩樂完全做不了什麽有意義的事情。本來想要買點書帶回來,結果上網一搜發現基本很多書都有PDF,於是這點也不成為必須回去的理由了。另外還有C76,夏天去應該會很恐怖……日本這溫度不是北方人能承受的,已經快兩周沒開窗戶了。
暑假想去打乒乓球,正好不是很遠的地方有球館,雖然沒去過,但願有人可以打囧
July 14 half a month 2为啥是2呢,因为以前写过一个叫这个题目的。。
あねどきっ第二话出了,这回加了个汉化组,把あねどきっ的翻译给了我,周五放学回来做就行,这样起码周五就能看到了。。とらぶる也好,めだかボックス也好,不用再等到周一了。。而且免费,不错-v-
图源貌似有两个,都住在香港,如果是JUMP是周四印出来的话一印完就上船往香港运了……?好像不太可能,应该是香港本地印的吧。。但是日文版又说不通了OTL到底怎么回事呢
回到题目,要期末考试了。。这两天为了那个破日语发表搞得头都要爆炸了,下学期一定要坚定信心去学法语。。不是因为法语简单而是因为日语课又弱智又麻烦
在大伟同学的帮助下找到了一本《无机化学》第三版,吉林大学和武汉大学合编,真是经典教材……
另外,去MIT的OCW找了一下其它的书,这些
TextbookMcQuarrie, Donald A. Quantum Chemistry. 2nd ed. Sausalito, CA: University Science Books, 2007. ISBN: 9781891389504. Other BooksAtkins, P., and J. de Paula. Physical Chemistry. 7th ed. New York, NY: W.H. Freeman and Company, 2001. ISBN: 9780716735397. Silbey, R., R. Alberty, and M. Bawendi. Physical Chemistry. 4th ed. New York, NY: John Wiley & Sons, 2004. ISBN: 9780471215042. Karplus, M., and R. Porter. Atoms and Molecules: An Introduction for Students of Physical Chemistry. Reading, MA: Addison Wesley, 1970. ISBN: 9780805352184.
那个mcquarrie写得课本去EM上搜,死活找不到,绝望之际用GOOGLE试试,竟然TMD用GOOGLE BOOKS就能看……AMAZON上卖70多美元,虽然我不知道为啥能看但是能看就行,GOOGLE真神 |
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